[Ky/365 - Project 2010]

A 365 project.

Feb 28, 2010

[Day 59: "."]

Feb 27, 2010

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Feb 26, 2010

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Feb 25, 2010

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Feb 24, 2010

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Feb 23, 2010

[Day 54: "."]

Woke up at 9am
Mom, Nick, Stephen, and Lisa were awake.
Came down with Steph at 10:25am
Heated up my two burgers from McDonalds, Steph made coffee. Bethy woke up.
Ate my burgers, Steph had half of one.
Watched Supernatural as we ate.
Lisa left to do stuff, I got online, Steph got online after me.
Stephen, Nick, and Mom went to Imperial to get parts for Stephen's car.
I played Guitar Hero II while she was on.
I stopped when my hands hurt.
Bethy went to sleep.
Steph played for a little bit then needed to leave around 1:20pm
I started trying EA Chat to get my item for Mass Effect 2.
Steph left in the middle of the first chat, I walked her outside and she left to leave.
Came back in, continued chat, didn't help me, so I refreshed and did another with someone else.
He was helping me, but asked for an order number which I don't have because I'm trying to get it for free, so I made an excuse and ended the chat.
Played zOMG for a while trying to get my 5k P3 Badge, Steph did her own things she needed to go do.
Mom and Nick went to WV, we asked for Chocolate Milkshakes.
Bethy watched The Simpsons, and Family Guy.
Got my Badge, Steph bought me powerups.
Mom and Nick got back. Gave us our Chocolate Milkshakes. Bob called on their way to WV, said to call him ASAP when they got back.
Nick fought with her because she took her time to call, he got annoying and they argued.
Mom called and all it was about was the ceiling board, and the parts he needed for this contractor he got them for.
Mom asked me to map from the Storage Unit to the new house to get an estimate for Mary Beth.
Cake Boss was on from 8-10pm, with 9pm being the Finale, which we had to miss because 24 was on at 9pm.
Got Skype, because Madam Enigma on Gaia got me included in the Box Hunt crews, so I'm making some friends and hunting boxes while it's night time in game.
I talked to Steph about her coming over tomorrow night to help and stay until Wednesday night or Thursday morning, she said I'm asking too much of her...
Watched 24, predictable episode.
Called Steph halfway through because she disappeared without saying anything... Fought with Steph because she disappeared.

Relaxed, and went to bed earlier because I'm pissed off...

Fell asleep after getting off of the phone with Steph last night, and I woke up at 5am, went to the bathroom then went back to bed. Woke up at 8:30am finally... Nick was awake and in the kitchen when I went to the bathroom to wake myself up a bit. Mom was awake when I came out, and they were both on their laptops. I went and got on Bethy's, she's asleep. Kind of feel bad because I said I was going to sta up with her, and I fell asleep like I thought I'd do. I was tired as hell last night, so I couldn't help it. Mom made some phone calls from 9am until 9:30pm Apparently I'm going to have to go with them today to the house, because the water has to be in my name and I need to go and be present to get it turned on in a few days. Bringing ID and the lease, and all that shit. I got online for a while when I woke up and got on Gaia, and played zOMG for a good bit of the morning... Waiting for Steph to get online. She's supposed to come tonight because of the event at Sephora tomorrow, which Bethy signed up for the other night so we could go... Her car's back from the shop and her dad apparently heard some weird sound when he brought it back yesterday, so she might not even be allowed to come... We'll see though. I hope she does, cause I miss her terribly.








Fell asleep after getting off of the phone with Steph
Wokeup at 5am, went to the bathroom.
Woke up at 8:30am.
Mom made some phone calls from 9am until 9:15pm
Apparently I'm going to have to go with them today because the water has to be in my name and I need to go and be present to get it turned on.


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Phone at 10am, for the gas
Made Ramen
Steph got online
Phonecall at 10:28am from the inspector
At Ramen
Nick made Eggs, fucker.

11am, Mom had me sign the lease and fucked it up
Mom and me argued, she went outside.
Me and Steph aren't talking because I'm pissed that she barely has anything to say to me.
Bethy woke up at 11:15am

Migite ga tomaranai boku to, osananajimi no shimai

Mom and Nick left around 12:30pm

Barefoot Contessa
Lizzy Maguire

Called Steph at 3:30pm I went in the kitchen to stay online to play, and talk to her at the same time.
Stephen got back at 4pm
Fire Siren 4:02pm
Got off with Steph at 4:05pm

16 and pregnant

5-5:30 we went outside and did the truck bed of Nick's truck. Shoveled it and got all of the snow out of it.

6pm I went to sleep on the chair after doing the event
Slept until 7:30pm when Mom and Nick got back, I overheard whispering but I don't know what about
I woke up finally at 9pm, went to the bathroom, then had leftovers because that's what they made... I didn't really want anything so I took two hot dogs and a piece of ham.
Lucifer was outside, but Mom let him in and apparently he's bleeding on one of his back legs, it dosen't look like his though so he must have tore something up...
I ate and then Bethy watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging... I got on the laptop and got an offline from Steph, since I shut the laptop when Mom and Nick came home.
I texted Steph and told her I was online, and she was over Ralph and Devin's, so I needed to wait for her to get back, she was gone about 45 minutes or so, then stayed an additional half an hour or so.
She got back and got on zOMG, we talked about work, and her going there, and tomorrow since we still don't know if she's coming over to go to Sephora or not.
We did Duneslam on Gold Beach and Hive for a bit on zOMG, then she stopped to go kill some stuff instead of doing quests... I'm still waiting on my fucking event.
Speak of the devil, the event popped around Midnight. Me and Steph seemed to be the only two people doing anything, and we killed 99 and everyone who did the event failed. Fuck my life... I'm so pissed about that right now.
Steph spent time on the beach killing shit she wanted to kill, and I went to Aqueduct to take my rage and frustration out on the homes of the P3's, going medieval on their asses.
As time went on, we both got bored... Steph took it amongst herself to buy and sell a bunch of RIG packs to save gold up for my sword. We're about 600k short, which pisses me off... It used to be 3.5 million, but now it's around 4.1...
I PMed a few sellers and they say they want around 4.1, a few didn't get back to me. I went on a selling spree and started selling a bunch of my stuff since she was running low on Gaia Cash. She wants to save the rest, so that means either it drops in price or I need to come up with the rest of the money... Which is okay, if things sell.
I priced things lower than usual, and did this for a while, Steph kept playing and doing her own thing. Mom and Bethy talked for a while in the kitchen.
Eventually some stuff sold, and Mom went to bed shortly after that. Then Bethy did too, which she never said good night to me which pissed me off.
As it stands with Sephora tomorrow, we're going... Steph may or may not be going. Apparantly her Dad made her an appointment with a 14 year old tomorrow, to teach this girl how to submit stories online for publishing.
She's going over Steph's place tomorrow at 10am, and Steph's Dad hasn't decided on her coming yet... He wants to check her car out, because something sounds wrong with it (This is after the snow storm we drove back in, the wipers broke, they're fixed now)... But something else sounds bad and seems off... So he says.
So as it stands we might not have her company this weekend, and that sucks, because it's been a few days and I miss her terribly...
I called Steph around 2:30pm because she wanted to talk to me on the phone, I went into the kitchen to sit and sell some stuff while we were on the phone. We got off around 3am, and nothing has sold.
I'm tired as hell so I think I'll go to sleep and wait for it to sell... Hopefully tomorrow it will.

Today I woke up at 9am, knowing full well that we were supposed to be going to see the house today to drop some stuff off. You know? To ensure it passes inspection on the first go. Mom needed to drop off a clothes rack, and a chifferobe, and they needed to take a set of doors too to use for the bedroom. Well like I said I woke up around 9am, Mom and Nick were awake and in the kitchen on their laptops... Taking their good old time getting ready. As it turned out they had to load the van up, and decided to take that to save on gas, as it's got more in it than the car and the truck does. They loaded it up after calling Bob, the land lord who owns the house there... He's supposed to meet them there to help with everything. Me and Bethy sat inside and talked. I'm feeling a little bit better today, the Mucinex is helping me by breaking everything down and making my coughs more productive.

We had asked for Taco Bell, and when Mom came in before she said to make a list of what we want and that she'd be back in to get it. I made the list on the computer, and when she came back in I told her to write it down, she threw a bitch fit because they were ready to go and she rushed me to write it down myself. Then they left, and me and Bethy spent a good while bitching about the both of them. I was supposed to go with them since I wanted to see the house, but they needed to fit everything into the van, and if I would have went I would have been sitting sideways all day while we were out. Not a very comfortable thing, now is it? So I decided to stay home and wait for them... One because I didn't eat, two I didn't shower, and three well... Bethy's sick and someone to keep her company would be good. Stephen and Lisa were gone, and at work probably... so she would be home by herself if I didn't stay with her.

Throughout the bitching, we watched some TV. I don't remember what exactly, because I spent all day playing zOMG working on my badges. When Mom and Nick left, they left the TV on in their room... Which I left on because I didn't feel like going in there... Stephen got home shortly after 5pm. By then Bethy was already asleep, she was tired of waiting for Mom and Nick to get back so she said she wanted to rest for a while. When Stephen got back he was here for about 10 minutes, said hello, packed and left saying he might not be back tonight. He's going out, if I had to guess either to Lisa's or his Mom's place... I was online trying to do something, and Mom and Nick got back around 5:20pm, Stephen was already gone and they had got back and asked if he came home. I told them he just left. They said they installed the doors and that they need to go back tomorrow in order to finish some things... That they just spent hours at a freezing cold house trying to fix things up with Bob. Mom and Bob had to run out to the hardware store to get some things prior to the inspection, like light bulbs and other stuff. Apparently this guy is a big joker, Mom had already said he's a shister, trying to take money away from the government... I'm really starting to like this guy already.

Apparently he's like my old friend's dad, Bill, who's daughter I went to school with. He went to school with my Mom, so that's something cool to have in common... I had a fall out with her a while ago, when she said some shit about me, and her dad was always a big asshole. You tell him you have a dream, or an aspiration, and he'd verbally beat it into the ground with everything he could possibly think of... Yeah, that kind of guy. Bob's supposed to be exactly like him in humor, hopefully not much of an asshole though, since Mom said he's a nice guy. Though she has a knack for picking bad ones.

Her dad got back at 12:35pm, and went out to fire a 44 Magnum, which was awfully loud. Bailey went nuts, he's so scared of guns. Her dad fired 1-2 bullets and came back in.

1:11 Don't get me sick
1:20 Suzie showed up and Dave showed up at the same time to get some stuff.
1:25 Rich called, Dad said he was leaving in 15 minutes to head to his house before
2pm went to lunch with Lisa

Steph texted me at 1:33pm, saying service is over.
Steph got back at 1:48pm

Woke up around 10am... I was up all night coughing... After laying in bed for a little while, we decided on what to have for Breakfast. Omelets with peppers and tatter tots for me, and Steph had Omelet with Cheese, Tatter Tots, and Onions. She wouldn't have a piece of mine. She couldn't finish hers, and gave it to me. She needed to go to a Wake today for her Grandma and she needed to get ready. We decided to get a shower, I wanted one too but I wanted to shave. She got her shower, and I shaved first, then when I was done shaving she got out of the shower because she was already done, and I got in. I tried to surprise her with the I Am King fragrance that I got from Sephora, but she couldn't smell it. I was depressed because she couldn't smell it, when I was trying to surprise her with me wearing it for Valentine's Day. She had to leave at 12:30am, and I was bummed about that too. She left and I spent the next few hours on her PC playing zOMG. Ended up finally getting my damn Clutch event badge. FINALLY. Her dad was in his room and got a phone call from Erin, the girl Steph works with, as she needed to ask her something. He yelled for her and I said Steph left. He came out of his room to talk for a bit, said where was Steph, and I said she went to the Wake... And he said he rented movies - Star Trek and something else. He put Star Trek on and we watched it for a bit, I thought I didn't see it, but remembered I saw it at the drive-in that night Nick fucked us up last year... By going to a different drive-in that wasn't playing it.

We watched it and we talked about a lot of things, mainly ironing decals on shirts and making them from your computer, and stuff that happened when we went to school, and gym class and how we used to wear uniforms when we took that class... Lots of random little things to talk about and discuss. He made his beef stew, and was supposed to go to the store, but their neighbor called and said she was going and if he needed anything. So she went for him instead of him going himself. We kept talking and watching the movie, and then later she got here with the stuff, but her daughter brought it to the door. He went and added it to the pot of stew while I watched the movie, then he called me in to teach me about the grease pot thing that he used to remove the grease from the broth. It wasn't the stuff he wanted to get from the store but he said he'd make it work... Her dad gave me 5 Vitamin C pills to take, saying I needed Vitamin C because it'd help me feel better. He said they tasted alright and to chew them, so I did, they tasted horrible haha. I spent the next little bit of time in the living room watching the movie, swishing water to get the damn taste out of my mouth while he finished cooking the stew.

He came in and we talked some more, played with Bailey, played with the RC Helicopters, and when the movie was over Steph got back. When she got back she wasn't being herself. She went and changed and everything then came back to the living room to relax and talk. Her dad and her talked for a bit, while I looked over at different parts of The Godfather that was on TV, since I never had a chance to see the movies. I know I fail at life, you don't have to tell me. Her dad went in to finish the soup, and put one bowl out for me to eat, letting it cool off before I went in to eat it. Steph and me talked for a bit, I asked why she acting weird - About why she walked in and didn't kiss me, no hug either... No "I missed you", or "I love you". She told Bailey she missed him though. She said it was because she's self conscious about kissing me and stuff in front of her dad, because he doesn't do it when Lisa's over. Speaking of Lisa and him, they supposedly broke up for good this time. He made the mistake of calling her and telling her he'd give all the stuff back and shit, forgetting it was Valentine's Day, she got all emotional and he said he'd take her out for lunch tomorrow and they'd talk, and give each other their stuff back... That it's hard on both of them, etc.

He came back in to remind me of the soup while me and Steph were talking, and we watched Godfather a bit more and talked a little before I came in the kitchen and ate. Steph wasn't hungry as she ate at the Wake, she told us about it. That it was more of a happy look back at her life, and different memories, pictures, and stories they had and told about her. It wasn't sad, more happy to remember her. Which was a very very good thing for all of them... But Steph, she ate there, and her dad said she should have brought stuff back for us to eat, mainly me. But she didn't, and it's alright. The soup was quite tasty, they're both amazing cooks. I had a bowl of it and then he asked her to do some chores. We talked a bit more, about different things and the laptop that I have that Nick never fixed. Brief history of what happened with that, he got a new living room set for free off of Craigslist, that Mom found and got for him...



. He said I'm better of doing it myself and handing Nick the bill. Which could work provided he had a reliable income to himself, and not relying on Stephen to foot every single god damn bill and luxury of his. Her Dad gave me a robe too, which he said last time or the time before last when I was here, that he'd give to me to keep... He just got around to it, it was very comfortable. Steph did the dishwasher, unloading it and reloading it... Then cleaned the stove up. I was assigned taking the trash out which her dad was awfully anal about being correct when I did it. I took three bags out,and left the fourth here for later since it wasn't full yet. Took it out, put the can down first and buried it a little bit in the snow so it would stand up right. Then threw the bags in and came inside after doing it correctly. We talked to her dad a little bit more, and Randy was coming over, which we assumed was Lisa's son to bitch about his Dad... But it was some other Randy. We decided to get away from it before he got here, and I said I wanted to go and lay down. I had this desire for Steph to just hold me, we were supposed to go to the store, but we got too comfortable and we fell asleep for an hour and a half. When we woke up Randy was still here, and we laid in bed talking about a lot of things before we decided to get up to leave. Figured we'd go to Walmart first and then maybe we'd go and eat. Steph originally wanted Sheetz, but I wanted Taco Bell. We didn't want to go out and have a sit down meal, we wanted to get some fast food and a movie and then come back after Walmart.

Randy being here,
Dave, Steve, lol...
Her dad asking for rifle bullets to get at Walmart
Us leaving to go
Getting to Walmart, looking for the bullets, unable to find them
Going back to Toys, and looking at things. Power Rangers toys, plastic sword fight, finding and wearing handcuffs, playing with O Balls and Slinkys, buying Monopoly.
Going around the store handcuffed... Checked out Electronics, They have Arkham Asylum Collector's Edition for $100, and a Bioshock 2 Collector's which looks stupid and totally not worth it. Checked out Movies, and Ethernet Cables. Breaking Benjamin wrong CD labeled. Looked at shoes, saw some I liked, went and got Ice Cream since Steph had a craving for it. We got Ben and Jerry's, she got _, I got Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. Went to check out, and some guy was talking to this other lady so we were allowed to go in front of him. Steph put the items on the register counter, and then we took off the handcuffs and said we found them back in toys and that we didn't want them, we just wanted to bring them up front LOL. Steph wanted to see her reaction but she was more nice about it than anything, I don't think she even saw us take them off. Guy who was talking came up and apologized, and the cashier said see we're done already... He said sorry, and we said it's alright, thanks and have a good night. Left there and went to walk to the car. Steph decided to look and see what they had at RedBox DVD Rental Kiosk... So we looked and they didn't have PS I Love You which was my plan originally, they also didn't have The Time Travelers Wife, which was her plan originally too... So we settled on The Ugly Truth, which she saw with Jonie already but I've been wanting to see. We left there and went to the car, talking about the handcuffs, then we drove to Taco Bell and got food. Two different boxes, and a 5 layer bean burrito. Came home, and her dad was out like a light in bed, and we ate, and I remembered about the DVD's that Steph needed to get for everyone for the funeral tomorrow... She was supposed to make a memorial DVD about her Grandmother and burn copies for everyone, but we forgot to get them, so when we were done eating we needed to go back to Walmart. We also figured to get Bethy her mouth guards she asked for, and Steph her bag of sweethearts. Well we got there, and ran around looking for the sweethearts, they were pretty much out other than a box of them, which Steph threw away in one of the aisles and said she can get them at Walgreens tomorrow.

called
2:30 sleep

6:10 woke up
His kids were being annoying all morning wanting to go to the bathroom, and wanting to play, calling daddy daddy. He ended up going to the bathroom and they kept calling for him, emily ignored it for about a half an hour.
Had to pee at 7:20am, Emily was getting a shower. I said fuck it and got tea, talked to Stephen about Bethy playing Gears.
Emily got out at 7:28am, still in the bathroom doing her hair, I need to fucking use the bathroom.
The kids woke Kara up, they won't stop being loud, I'm getting annoyed.
Nick got up at 7:45am

Slept from 10 until like 2:30pm


If you make eggs really quick I'll eat them up really quick

2:54 Have you seen any kitties yet?

6pm Bethy woke me up to eat dinner - BBQ Chicken, Noodles, Mashed Potatoes... Other stuff...
6:20 She woke me up again..
6:30pm Mom came in and woke me, I asked her about going to see Steph. She said okay, kinda... I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wake up a bit. Brushed my hair, said I'd eat later.
6:34pm Kids are "full".
6:37pm Emily came down to eat

7pm Me and Bethy watched Back To The Future, and Total Recall.
7:11pm One of the kids got sick after fighting over not wanting to eat anymore, because she's full... Boy, she proved Stephen wrong, eh?

LOL IT TASTED UCKY.

7:15pm Desa wanted to play Spyro, they told her no, because we're watching a movie.

Fire Siren 943, 1010
Steph on and 10:15
Jill called at 10:40
Mom went to lay down at 11:08
Mom called Mary Beth at 11:15, got put on hold until 11:25.
Mom called and seen if someone would help with security. No luck.
Steph left to go to work at 11:48
12:05 Mom unloaded the dishwasher, doing her sigh thing
12:15 She came in and threw a blanket on the chair, went in Nick's room, then came out with clothes to wash.
12:17 She came back in the living room and I asked her what's wrong with her, because she seems like she's in a pissy mood, and she said she never said anything was wrong. Bitchy.

Left with Nick at 1:18pm to go and see the land lady and run downtown

2:30pm Rings out, bought it 749GC.
Got on and bought Steph one with her Gaia Cash, sent it to me.
Watched Tool Academy with Bethy.
2:58pm Servers opened
3pm Upgraded, gifted, and sent.

4:30pm Mom got back, said we can't get the Lawrenceville House
Arguement
Bethy woke up at 4:45pm

Stephen got back around 8pm, with his kids
Showed us poopets, and they played Left 4 Dead 2, Gears of War 2, and wheelman
Steph home at 8:48pm
9:12pm Emily
9:38 kill the light em
Stephen went to bed at 9:50pm
I ran to the bathroom cause Hive was done with Steph.
Walked in the kitchen Mom said to keep it down because his kids are above us, and Emily needs to work tomorrow.
Her and Nick went to go watch the news, Bethy and me sat in the living room.
She went and made herself a bowl of hot chocolate, and added a big ass marshmellow in it. (Pic)
Mom came out to go to the bathroom, talked to Bethy and me, said we can use the couch in Nick's bedroom if either of don't want to sleep in the chair.

10:10 Bethy got taped doing chubby bunny with a massive marshmellow from her drink

10:21 Fire Siren went off.
10:25pm I tried signing up to win a FFXIII bundle for Xbox 360, account lockout, password resetting.
10:30pm Bethy played Gears of War 2 on Horde, Normal mode.
10:40 Nick went to go get a shower.
10:50 We watched parts of the opening Olympic Ceremony, it was amazing.
11:02 Clutch event
11:19pm Clutch event over, still no badge.

Technical Difficulties at the olympics 12:06am
gears zomg
Bethy changed her avatar

Current Song: Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away (Piano).

Apparently this blog entry is the answer to the universe. Who knew, right? Hope you got your towel...

God, how much I fucking hate this. Give me a fucking break for once, seriously. Haven't I had enough depression, heartache, and drama to last a lifetime? ._.'

Fuck you snow.

If you can come, then do it. If not, then... Well... Don't.

I love this video... One of my favorites... ._.'

Current Song: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Scar Tissue.

After taking Nyquill, I was out for a series of hours. I kept waking up but I was too tired to get out of bed. I finally did around 5pm, when I overheard a bunch of conversation downstairs. I don't remember all that much, Mom was talking to Nick about something and it sounded like they were playfully arguing in some manner. Stephen said he was going to come upstairs to try out his new monitor he got for his computer, which I didn't even know about. He came up, went in his room, and I laid in bed. He sneezed a few times and Mom probably thought it was me... She came up shortly after that and grabbed the sweeper from the top of the steps, and took it downstairs to clean the floors up a bit. I figured it had to be at least 5pm, and I grabbed my watch, and was right on the money - It was 5pm, has that ever happened to you? Put my glasses on, pulled myself out of bed, and walked downstairs.

At first I was greeted with a good morning from Mom, but after I went to the bathroom and woke up a bit, and tried making myself some leftovers... The damn microwave didn't work. There's no clear reason for why it don't work, except for the fact that it's just... Not working. No clue why, so I left my plate in there hoping it would get fixed when I asked someone if they knew why, but no one did. I said fuck it and went into the living room, and this is the highlight of the morning. I said hi to Bethy, and she replied with "Don't ask". What the fucks that mean? Don't ask? Ask about what? So I asked her "What?" And she'd keep replying with the samn damn thing. I figure something is up and no one wants to tell me what it is. Probably serious, and about me, and no one has the damn decency to tell me what the fuck it is. I have a right to know you fucking morons.

Mom eventually came out from Nick's room, as she finished the downstairs sweeping fest in there. I asked her, and she told me to go do what I'm doing. Which basically implies that she knows too. No one wants to fucking tell me, and I think someone's going to get punched today if it's something bad and it was kept from me. This is fucking bullshit. I asked her about the microwave, and she didn't know how to fix it... So that's out. I asked her what was going on, and they both flipped on me, saying nothing's wrong and that I'm being obnoxious. How the fuck do you fucking figure? You know something, you're keeping it from me.

Fucking. Tell. Me. What. It. Is. You. Bastards.

No one told me, they just kept bitching that nothing was up. Mom went to lay down with Nick, and on the way there she said Sallie Mae called, and I confronted her if that was it, and she's all OMG NOTHING HAPPENED, STOP BEING OBNOXIOUS. Fuck you, seriously. This whole time I've been sitting in the kitchen waiting to eat my damn food, and talking to Steph... Apparently she's not coming over today because the roads there are covered and icy... So much for that :/ God I want to see her... Damn it >.<. Bethy eventually brought her plate in, and I confronted her, and she said the same thing, and that I need to shut the fuck up about it because nothing is up. Fuck you too. Seriously.

Someone, fucking tell me, what the fuck is going on. Now.

And apparently, Nick wasn't in the bedroom with Mom, he just got back after 5:30pm with groceries... So what the hell is going on?... I'm going to talk to Steph and play some zOMG, and see if things change course at all. I'm just going to ignore them until they talk to me. Emily got here at 6pm, with the baby no less... I know this is Stephen's kid and all but this is really starting to get annoying, go the fuck home bitch. We all know you still want Stephen back, he just want to be with the baby, leave the man alone and cut the guy a break. Nick's debating on what to cook, Stephen said he's fine with Pancakes... I don't know what the hell we're doing for dinner. Stephen came down when Emily got here, and they stayed in the kitchen for a bit. He got the microwave working and then him and Emily went upstairs with the baby. So I could finally have a hot meal, and it was just the plug that was acting up... Stupid microwave. Nick's cooking, and Mom and Bethy are in his bedroom talking and watching TV. I just love how it's like I don't fucking exist sometimes. You're on my last nerve.

I talked to Steph for a while, and luckily when I logged onto Gaia my shit sold... so I was able to buy two pairs of Golden Wings for my avatar, which is fucking awesome. I went from this to this.

Anyway, we talked about some stuff that happened the last time I was there, so I could try to backlog the days I was sick and didn't want to blog. I think I mostly have it figured out, I just need to double check on a few things before I add those entries in. Steph said the roads were bad, so any attempt at her coming over is now shot to hell... Pisses me off -.- Fucking snow. She started working on this Ebook she wanted to sell, telling people ways to make money online. Got her a few sites to use, and she's working on making it with the lists she got already. We played zOMG mostly all night, doing mini events and her taking her time leveling in different area. Kind of productive, but waiting on these events just fucking sucks... Luckily I got a hold of a few that I needed to do, and got some decent scoring in... I should have it in time. For dinner we had Bacon and Pancakes, which I didn't eat until it was mostly all gone and cold... All because they were all eating, and at this point I still wasn't talking to Bethy and Mom... Though, when I went to get my food, Bethy came in and we talked. Apparently it was about the damn microwave, it stopped working on her and she thought she broke it. Nick fixed it, so she decided to tell me I guess.

It was a boring night though, Stephen went in the living room and Emily went upstairs after they ate dinner, at which point I decided to eat mine since they went to do their own thing. I just didn't want to be bothered, I don't like being around them that much, though Stephen is pretty cool. Emily just annoys me, especially with her shit all over the kitchen floor. Bitch really needs to go the fuck home already. But I decided to eat my dinner in the kitchen, fearing spilling the syrup all over the floor. Eventually Emily came back down and she was in the living room doing something with Stephen, Bethy on the other hand was in there doing her own thing too while I ate and played some zOMG. Steph spent most of the night just leveling, with the occasional moving around areas to do some events. We played just about all night like I said, she took a few breaks... To eat dinner, smoke, and clean the dragon cage. When I was done eating I came in the living room and still played. Bethy watched The Simpsons, Family Guy, Glamor Girls... Dog The Bounty Hunter. A few other things too I think. Stephen stayed down when Family Guy was on, and the funny thing about it was, it was the Bag Of Weed song episode... I just laughed when he watched as they sung it XD.

But yeah, boring and laid back night... Lots of zOMG, and hunting badges for me. Steph went to watch some TV when she got bored enough of sitting there... I put the laptop down and watched Dog until I dozed off for about 45 minutes. I got back on when Mom came out, which was coincidentally the same time Steph came back and messaged me... She had bad news though, her Grandma died :(... I never met the lady, but that was on our list of things to do. I don't know what to say about it other than I'm sorry for your loss babe :/... I hate hearing when people lose someone, it's sad :(. But I'm here if you need me, always. She needs to take care of some things with it, so I probably won't see her until her next set of days off... -Sigh-...

We talked about it a little before she said she wanted to go and lay down, and I let her. I didn't know if she wanted me to call or not, so I texted her and asked. She said to, so I called and we were on for about an hour talking about everything... Her Grandma, zOMG, the roads, and how much we miss each other. She wanted to sleep so I let her... Then I spent the next couple hours watching Weather Channel, and some South Park on On Demand. Me and Bethy talked some more, and I asked her if we were cool. The one thing that kinda pissed me off about this, is she said she's been irritated over lots of stuff the past few days... Little things set her off, like me asking her what she's doing. She even brought up that she didn't want to piss me off, but she needed to tell me something - That if I don't step it up when we get a place, more than likely she'll be going with Mom. It pissed me off, but she's right, and I already plan to... No questions asked. But we kept talking, and I decided to play Mass Effect 2 for a while because she took over the laptop, and I finally got the DLC working. I plugged the ethernet cable into the laptop before she got on it, and bridged the connection to the Xbox 360. So now I have access to it because the system is online, and can access the files right. So that's good, this DLC stuff looks bad ass. I played for a while with it before Bethy decided to use it, and I got kicked off when I unplugged it. Emily came down a few times, then went back to bed, then Stephen woke up around 5am, and got ready for work. Emily came down again too, to get ready for work. She got a shower, and Bethy decided she wanted to print this coupon for Sephora that she got for doing a receipt survey before the 11th was over. She only had 7 days to do it and today would be the last day (Really tomorrow on the blogs, but I'm finishing this up as I haven't slept yet).

Prissy and Dre kept chasing each other around, highlights of the night was Prissy laying on Bethy, not even attempting to run away. The other was when she was sitting on the floor and looked up at it, and I pet her and she didn't run at all. Bethy picked her up and set her on the chair for me to pet her, so I did and she stayed with me for a while. Until of course, Dre was looking for her right under the chair. So I pushed her a bit and managed to have her unintentionally fall off the armrest. Haha, it was funny, but I feel guilty, I wasn't trying to do that. But really now, I don't want to get ride of these cats... The Lawrenceville place sounds like a decent option even though they don't offer pets (Because of the renovations), and everyone says it's an up and coming area. Jill called today, I don't know if I mentioned that. Or maybe Mom called her, either way, Jill said it was up and coming and that there's a whole lot of stuff to do there. You're closer to everything, and it's just a really nice town she said. She loves it there... So that's a plus, one good reference for Lawrenceville, can I get a second one?

So since Stephen left, and as he never gave her an answer she figured she'd just go and do it anyway - While interrupting me playing Mass Effect 2 in all it's glorified greatness, asking for help in all the wrong places. Emily was still here and the baby was still asleep and Bethy decided she wanted it done and done before she went to bed. So I had to get her to ask Emily to do it, since she wanted it done I figured it was fair. Emily said she didn't care, but she had to wake Kara up before we went up there. She was leaving for work anyway, so we just waited until she left. And get this? She left, and she didn't say go ahead you know, I'm leaving, you can do it now. Nothing, she just left. Unexpectedly left, with the baby, shut the door and left. So Bethy was kinda pissed about it, I was more pissed that she left cupboard opened, and tracked water all over the corner of the kitchen floor. But fuck it, we went up to do it. Bethy closed her laptop on the way upstairs, and all the progress she made on the survey before Emily left, was erased and it locked her out with a session timeout and made her retake it. So while she did that, I came downstairs. For one thing, I was hungry, and two, Emily's shit was all over his floor, and I had nowhere to stand let alone wait for Bethy to finish doing the survey. I made Ramen, and decided to try to make it like the spicy Ramen concoctions I made at Allen's place. Sadly, right when the water started to boil I had to run back upstairs so I shut it off. Bethy finished the survey a few minutes after I got up there, and I had to troubleshoot the printer since it was off. Luckily it was just the wall cord to the power brick that needed to get hooked up, so I did that and we printed it. She was done upstairs so she went back down and we talked for a bit longer while I played, and she went to sleep shortly after that.

I kept playing Mass Effect 2, wanting to get a shower since I need one... I just got too into the game that I stayed up until 10:30am playing it. Steph got online at 9:30am and saw that I was still awake and it surprised her. We got to talking, but barely... I'm still bummed I might not see her, that's I guess why we aren't talking, not to mention her loss and not knowing really what to say to her :/ Plus the fact I'm exhausted and in need of a nice long cat nap... Still feeling like shit, still in need of a shower... Would love to go drinking, anyone know a nice bartender that will put some on the house? I think I'm about done with Mass Effect 2, so I think I'm going to get some shut eye and hope for the best...

And as usual Mom and Nick wake up, and Nick makes them both breakfast without making us any. What ever happened to the days where people were making something and asked if the other people in the household wanted some? Is it really that hard to make a few more eggs and pieces of toast? Fuck no... Thankfully I'm still kinda stuffed from the Bacon and Pancakes, and I made a packed of Brocolli Alfredo earlier, it was some type of Lipton Noodle Packs... Came out quite good, and I added Italian Seasonings, and some Garlic Powder... Mmm mmm good.

But yeah, I need some sleep, and a beer, and a hoagie... And a massage... Grr...

Night.

Edit: I was up until 1pm... I talked to Steph for a little while online before getting a little frustrated and I said good night to her. Started the other blog up for TODAY (11th). Got a shower and got out at Noon, brushed my hair, brushed my teeth... I'm all squeeky clean. Checked some stuff online for a little bit, ate a Tuna Sandwich at 12:40pm since Nick made that too... Texted Steph and asked if she was mad at me for being upset that our plans pretty much aren't going to work out that well... And she said no. I don't want to sleep but I don't think I can fight it much more. Mom is supposed to go tomorrow (Friday) to Lawrenceville to meet the land lady and drop the papers off for the row house there. Jill wants to meet Mom there, so I might tag along, it all just depends... I'm going to bed, I can't fight this... I hope tonight I get to see you :( It's been too long...

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Current Song: A Perfect Circle - Weak And Powerless.

Ugh... I don't feel good. I woke up at 4:30pm groggy as fuck, and my throat hurt. I was on and off again, as usual lately... It's been an issue and I don't know why. My mattress blows massive donkey dick, so that's probably the reason. I came down after trying to fix my throat since it hurt. Nothing worked for it, grabbed my glasses and my watch, and Bethy's laptop and came down. I put the laptop in the living room, then ran to the bathroom. I talked to Mom when I came out, and she said we need to figure out what we want for dinner. She said she's going out shortly to go to the store and didn't know what to get, and wanted suggestions. I really had no opinion, but she asked Bethy, and Bethy didn't know at the time. Either way, Mom said she needed to go out and get Milk, and a few other things. When we were done talking, I got on the laptop and watched the breaking news, Mayor Ravenstahl did a Breaking News Q&A Conference update about the snow that's still here, and the snow that's coming. I texted Steph right after he started. In the process of all of this he basically just said that a special line - 311 - Is now active. Ravenstahl is asking for lots of private contractors to call, and assist if they have equipment. And National Guard Humvees in local neighborhoods tonight are driving around assisting everyone if they need help getting medicine or helping people trapped in their homes.

In the aftermath of the weekend's storm, hundreds of National Guard members have been helping Pittsburgh's emergency personnel respond to residents' needs; and beginning tonight, they're also going to be patrolling some city streets.

Pittsburgh Mayor Luke Ravenstahl says the city is expanding operation of its 311 hotline to 24-hours and doubling the number of lines to help meet residents' needs in the aftermath of this weekend's massive snowstorm. "If you have dialysis or insulin needs or you have some sort of pills that you need to get, you can call our 311 line," the mayor added, "we'll prioritize and we'll attempt to get the National Guard out to help you with anything that you need."


Update for today is that tomorrow morning there's a second snow storm coming in, Mom said there might be another one, which would be the THIRD, coming in too. Quick run down... National Guard is here driving around places in town, the power and heat still out in different places, and supplies are running low on food and gas in certain places, there's roads still covered in places... And there's a second round coming in tomorrow. This is going to be even worse tomorrow because of the snow we already got, and it's supposed to hit us harder than the last one.

Mom talked to me and Bethy and asked us what we wanted for dinner. Bethy said she wanted Steakums, so I suggested adding Onions to it when they made them for tonight. So that was the plan for dinner... Then Mom said she's been hearing there will be 6-10" or 4-8" inches of snow coming in... It was supposed to hit tomorrow night, then tomorrow afternoon, and now it's supposed to hit tomorrow morning around lunch time and run until Wednesday sometime. Mom had to run outside to get some stuff from the garage, and me, Bethy and Nick stayed in here watching the news. I'm still waiting to hear from Steph at 5:08pm, she must be busy at work. Nick has a Colonoscopy tomorrow and he has to take some pills and start drinking Chalk at 6pm tonight. One thing though... I'm worried about the roads tomorrow for them, since Mom needs to drive him there and back. And then Steph is off Wednesday and Thursday and I want to see her. This whole second wave might fuck up on me because of the new snow storm tomorrow. Like I said, Mom went outside to do some stuff, and I went to the door a little bit later to go out and help her, she was already done with what she needed to do, and came inside when I was getting ready to head out. She said I could go and shovel Nick's truck out, but really what's the fucking point? He always uses the car anymore. So I said fuck it and went back in the living room and got back online.

Bethy left to go with Mom to the store to get some stuff at 5:30pm, and me and Nick stayed here. Nick watched some TV on things about NASCAR, which I really dislike... And then the phone rang and he had to go and answer it. I took that opportunity to get off of my ass and play some more Madden for a while before everyone got back. I had a while to play because 24 was coming on at 9pm, so as long as I got left alone I could play by myself for a while. Steph finally got back to me so we've been texting back and forth a bit as I played, and apparently she killed Papa Saw this morning on zOMG :) Which is fucking awesome! Good work and congrats babe! Nick was doing his own thing for a while, and then Mom, Bethy, and Stephen got back seperately at around 6:45pm. Stephen came in with the baby and Mom and Bethy went outside to do some stuff... Or bring things in, whatever. And I kind of feel bad for Nick, just a little, because he's going through something I can't imagine doing when I get older. He needs to clean himself out, so... Yeah. But when I think of it, it really dosen't look that bad. I mean I drank shitty meds before, Chalk's no different from Tums as far as I'm concerned. I feel bad for him but at the same time I think it's well deserved for what he's put us through. Poop on pedo, poop on. LAWL.

Stephen watched me play Madden for a while, and gave me some tips, I finally beat that damn re-enactment of the Steelers Super Bowl comeback with Holmes. After like hours and hours of it last night and today. Then Stephen went outside to shovel for Emily when she gets here, and they made dinner while I kept working on Madden, with the baby seated on the floor next to me watching me play. Bethy and Mom came in and spent some time with the baby, she's so adorable, giggling and playing with her toys, looking up with these big eyes so curious. I want a baby like that when me and Steph have a kid, a nice baby that barely cries, and likes watching everything surrounding her. I kept playing Madden, and I gave Bethy the laptop so she could get online. Mom and Nick went to finish cooking, and Nick started drinking his Chalk and kept going to the bathroom every few minutes, which was kind of funny when he'd go running to the bathroom. I tried working on this other achievement for Madden where I need to do in Green Bay's stadium. I tried a few times to do it and failed, then when I tried again Stephen jumped in later on in the game, and then I wasn't able to get it because of him unexpectedly hopping in... We did like three plays and then he went to attend to the baby. These achievements suck because you can't do them in Co-Op.

At around 8:30pm dinner was done and me and Bethy went to eat. They didn't make the Steakums, they made Pierogies, which was fine... And unexpected. Not that filling either, but they at least added Onions and Sour Cream to the mix. Emily called and said she was here, and she wanted help outside. Stephen said for her to park and come in and then he'd go outside to help her. They attended to the baby, and Stephen put House on for a while before 24 came on. Waiting for 24 to come on was like a never-ending battle of boredom... Minutes turned to years, and this was what I was looking forward to this evening, other than talking to Steph. When it was coming on, the baby was acting up a bit, and I couldn't do much but just hope she stayed quiet when the recap was over. Luckily, they fed her, and gave her a bath, and changed her and all that and she stayed quiet enough for us to watch it. It seemed like Stephen and Emily were liking 24 for what they got to see of it, they never saw it before, but they went to bed shortly after that. But tonight... Let me tell you, tonight's episode I wasn't expecting it to blow me away... But it blew me so far out of the water, and drenched me with suspense... This is the 24 I know and love. Tonight's twist was just fucking EPIC. Good show Anne Wersching, good show! You play such a great part this season, and what you did, I was floored. I literally had my heart stop. Kudos to you, long live Renee's character for that one.

After that scene, I texted Steph with "Best. Episode. Ever.", which was nothing less than the truth. I've had better, but my god this was up there... She apparently went out to Pizza Hut with Lori, and talked for about two hours and I knew nothing about it. I had asked Bethy if Steph texted me at all, and she said no. Apparently she did though, and she either knew about it and forgot, or just overlooked it. Thankfully it wasn't anything life threatening... But she had fun, they talked about a lot of things. Me and Steph, them working, the new Brian kid that they both don't like which I'm honestly nervous about Steph working with... Lori's marriage, and her husband's affair. I don't want to get into all of it, let's just say they had a nice time and talked about a lot of things. The pizza was very good too from what Steph said, and I haven't had Pizza Hut in a while... That makes me want to go in the worst way -Hint hint-. Me and Steph talked for a while, about a lot of things involving our day but not really enjoying anything tonight. We were lazy, and bored, and she decided to get on zOMG at some point, so I did too. She played by herself, and I was too busy looking for a nice matching hat to go with my avatar. Gaia released these awesome Golden Wings earlier this afternoon, which you can only get in an item bundle. I want them in the worst way, but they cost about $15 Gaia Cash, or about 400k in Gaia Gold. Either way I'm breaking the little bank that's left... But I want them. And my sword, and my silver cat from Christmas time. So my wishlist? Golden Wings x2, Gaia-Sama, and North Star Kitten.

She played for a while doing quests and collecting orbs before checking the shops with me. She had asked earlier about Aquariums, and what the ugly statue was for (Which wasn't always ugly, it became that way with an event... It used to be a clam like thing, but since became an ugly statue), and I told her she could get items from it... I even traded over some fish and decorations for her to use. Cheap ones, but still... Other ones cost a lot of Gaia Cash and Gaia Gold to buy and I don't have any money left to use on anything. She played some Gaia Fishing and got bored with that, and zOMG, and said she wanted me to call her. So I did and we talked for about an hour. At 1:40am me and Steph got off of the phone and I blogged this entry while listening to some Music Choice. Bethy read some of her second Shopaholic book, and it's just a boring night. I had some Oreos and Milk, and I just chugged the last bit of Milk in the cup... It's been there for a few hours. Oreos and Milk just never ever gets old. Other than that though, that's pretty much it... I might have a Steakum, which Mom made before she went to bed - Bethy asked for them and Mom made them for her so we would have them for tomorrow. Nick's appointment is at like 7am, and they're leaving here around 5:30-6am to go. I don't know what hospital, but I hope they come back in time for us to hit up Denny's for the free Grand Slam tomorrow. Stephen just woke up and got a drink or something, then went back up. So now that he's back upstairs there's not much else to add to this entry. I think I'm going to play some Mass Effect 2 which I keep putting off... But first, I remembered some stuff I needed to mention.

I didn't win on the Dockers free pants "giveaway", so I think I'm going to write a formal complaint about their lack of intelligence, and just bitch and moan about the false advertising they did during the Super Bowl. Secondly, Mass Effect 2 is offering a free set of downloads tomorrow - Cerberus Armor and a long-range Shotgun! Fuck. Yes. At Noon Mountain Time, I'm so there... For sure. Third thing, they released a statement for Fable III, that they need to tell fans something and it's going to piss a lot of people off. I have to say I'm worried, but I am expecting something really bad... Here's hoping I'm wrong.

That's about all that happened today, now I'm going to go and eat a Steakum, drink a beer, and play some fucking Mass Effect 2. Night yo.

Catch you on the flippy-de-dippidy.

PS: I want to fucking go and see Brooklyn's Finest. Looks BAD. ASS.

Edit: I played Mass Effect 2 for a while, but the DLC was corrupted and wouldn't let me play with it... My guess is because I'm using my drive on Stephen's console. This just turned me off to playing, I want my fucking content and stat boosts. So the only thing I can think of it A, looking for a workaround, or B, using my console in his place... Which will be a bitch because of the two different power supply hookups. Basically he has one type, I have the other type, and if I want to use mine I need to swap the wires with his. Big hassle, fucking sucks. So I got bored, and Bethy read Shopaholic for a bit... Then I decided to play Madden 2010 in frustration with Mass Effect 2. Shortly after that, Stephen woke up at like 5:30am... Mom and Nick woke up too, and then they left around 6am sometime to go to his appointment. Emily woke up too, and Stephen and her started getting ready to go to work. It was just a long and uncomfortable morning. They were quiet, they didn't talk to me at all... Stephen eventually went to work, and Emily stayed here getting ready. She tended to the baby, and then she left to go to work too. I checked some stuff online, and then went to bed at 9am. Two big highlights for today is... I checked Movieweb, and they confirmed the 24 Movie which was long talked about. This makes me think they are making this the last season, which concerns me. Originally they stated that they didn't want to work on the show and the movie at the same time because it would be hard for the writers to do both. So here's the best news ever.

Best. News. Ever. - http://tinyurl.com/ylfrpfh

Then the second thing is I emailed EA about the code for Hot Topic again, they didn't get back to me last time... But I checked Hot Topic before I went to sleep, and look at this... They restocked the Dragon Age Shirt! Now the only thing is I need to order it online, and soon before they sell out again.

So yeah, that's my night.

Current Song: Seether - Fine Again.

I woke up at 3pm after a series of on again off again. I reached over and grabbed my PSP and came downstairs after I heard Stephen and Emily talking about things, and ordering pizza for later maybe. No one was here but them, I said good morning and asked where everyone was. Bethy, Mom, and Nick went to WV, should be back shortly. I went to the bathroom and came back in the living room and got on to message Steph. The laptop was dying and there's baby stuff all over the chair, so I sat on the couch, and when it was almost dead I had to relocate to the floor to charge it since I couldn't sit in the chair with everything on it, and the wire only reached so far across the living room floor. The cats keep going after each other, mainly Lucifer and Dre on Prissy... Hopefully they leave her be, horny fucks. The baby was in the kitchen with Emily, and she started crying, so Emily took the baby up and put her down in the playpen. While I don't agree that this was the way to deal with it, whatever floats her boat.

At 5pm, Stephen came in and wanted to watch the pregame for the Super Bowl tonight, I said I didn't know if tonight would be a good game or not. And he said it'll be phenomenal, and high scoring. Just an overall wonderful game. I've read a few things that this time there might not be an MVP, and there might be the first overtime. Just it might be good, but I'm skeptical... I don't really like the Colts all that much, and just knowing Farve wasn't going pissed me off. I planned to watch for the commercials, just like Steph did, bur we'll see. I might get into it more, I hope so, since I won't have any more Steeler games until later this year. Stephen had to adjust the antenna on the TV because it was messing the picture up, and he stood up on the little chair while he called Emily in to bring up the signal menu on the remote while he played with it. He got it working and fixed the signal, then sat and talked to her for a bit in the living room.

Mom called at 5:18pm to ask if we were ordering Pizza or if they should get something. Stephen said he'd order a Pizza and we can have it for the game. I went in the kitchen because the laptop was dying, I had to get the charger and take it inside the kitchen too, as it was behind Emily when she was sitting on the floor. It was awkward asking her to move so I could get the wire off of the floor and take it with me... Ugh. Anyway... Bethy, Mom and Nick got back at 5:30pm, and Bethy got me some Sour Warheads to do the Lemon Challenge that is on Youtube, here's a good idea of what I'll be doing in a few days. It looks as though Matthew Lush did the first one, so here's his video, yeah I know, I think he's gay.



Only difference here, is I checked the package, and I have a grand total of six Lemon Warheads. I'm going to do all six. Not ONE, not TWO, but SIX. Don't try this at home kids, or your parents might think something is up with you using your mouth to suck on some sour things.

When I was done in the kitchen after they got back, Bethy asked me to come into the living room to talk, so I did. I came in and talked to Bethy and then I talked to Steph a bit online about Gaia Houses and Towns. I told Bethy to plug the laptop in behind the couch and we could talk when I got back from taking the pictures I wanted to take, since it was getting dark outside and I kept putting them off. Spur of the moment idea, I know, don't judge me. I told Steph I'd be back, and that I loved her, then I went outside and took pictures. I came in at 6:15pm freezing my ass off and hacking like an old fart, Mom and Bethy asked me where I was, and I got irritated and pissed off because I told them what I planned to do with the camera and going outside. They said they knew I went to take pictures, but I sounded like I climbed Everest or something. I told them I ran back to the house from the bridge because my hands were fucking freezing, which was true. I kept hacking like an old man on his deathbed, because my lungs and my asthma don't do well in cold temperatures, and I tend to cough more. Here's a video of me in the most unfortunate of conditions... And let me tell you, I'm thick to have done this.

When I warmed up and stripped my jeans back off (Which I put back on to go outside since they were already still minorly damp from last night's misadventure), I went into the living room to get ready to watch the Super Bowl. I checked my IM when I got back in and Bethy still didn't plug the laptop in from behind the couch so I could sit with her and talk, while talking to Steph. Turns out Steph had left to run to the store to get something to eat and would be back to talk to me in a bit. So then Stephen, Emily, Bethy, and me sat down to watch the game. Bethy pulled the couch out and plugged the charger in for me. Mom sat on the couch with me and Bethy, and Nick took the recliner. Stephen sat on the big chair, and Emily sat on the floor in front of him the entire time the game was on. Which was semi annoying as she was in the way the whole fucking time. Nothing like climbing over people in the middle of the floor on the way to the kitchen... Ugh... At 6:25pm the Star Spangled Banner came on. At 6:29pm they did the coin toss. 6:30pm the Pizza got here. And at 6:35pm I went and got my Pizza, asked about getting a Coor's Light since they got a bunch of beer apparently. And guess what? No one answered me but I knew everyone heard me. This annoyed me, typical men and their Football, right? Ignore everyone and watch it you fucks. Bethy came in to get hers, and I asked her if she heard me, and she did, but she said it wasn't clear enough and asked what I said. I told her about wanting a beer, and she said to ask again, so I did, and I was ignored - Again. Fucking bullshit. Then I looked around the corner and Mom was sitting on the couch waving her hand in a motion to go ahead, while nodding, so I said fuck it and grabbed one and my pizza and went back in to watch.

I was on the laptop for a little while waiting for Steph to get back, and typing this up which kind of got annoying because I didn't want to keep typing while the game was on. Steph got back at 6:50pm, and said she was getting ready to watch the game, I said alright and that we can both go watch it and talk later. That I loved her and I'll talk to her sometime later on. At 7:25pm the massive EPIC FAIL EVER - Docker's aired a Free Pants commercial and I logged on because I was intrigued and wanted free pants. Turns out it killed Dockers website, I checked right after it aired and it was down. At 7:35pm the site finally went up but Captcha keeps returning Service Unavailable upon sending in the entry form. It wasn't for free pants, it was a contest that will be drawn tomorrow. Bullshit, and me and Stephen figure they'll have a Class Action Lawsuit on their hands for even advertising free pants and not giving everyone a pair. I figure they should give everyone who wants a pair a coupon for one for all of this trouble, this is bullshit. Eventually I got through and I entered each email address I have actively opened to use, which came to just about 8-10 entries, including Mom and Bethy. Their loss and mistake, so fuck them, I hope each email gets a hit from the winner pool.

At 8pm Halftime came on, The Who performed, and Stephen said he liked the music but thinks they need to retire. I don't necessarily agree, but one thing on Twitter got me laughing my ass off. And that was that someone said everyone under 30 years old is probably sitting in their living room wondering why the hell The Who is playing the theme song from CSI Miami. Haha, it's so true, people who watch that probably don't even know it's a Who song. Fuckers. At 8:15pm I went to the bathroom after putting my dish and beer bottle in the sink, then went back into the kitchen and got another piece of pizza. Ate it, then Bethy came in and got herself one, I got another. There's three left. I came back in and talked to Steph, she made chicken nuggets and french fries and went to watch the game some more. I ate my pizza drank a second beer while we all watched it. There was what looked to be an onside kick and everyone was piled up, originally it was the Colts ball, but it became Saints ball. At 8:27pm Saints first TD, which was EPIC and needed by the way.

As the night continued I fully expected the Saints to lose, based on how the Colts were performing. If I remembered correctly, Steph was originally rooting for the Colts because she wanted to piss off Roe for the team she was rooting for. Truth to tell, I don't really care for either teams, I never got into the Saints. But I "placed a bet" on the score to win something on Twitter, it was a code for Madden 2010 or something, and the closest score answer without going over would have won it. Needless to say, I put a score down and the Saints came back, which in the back of my head I kept thinking would happen. Always go with your gut folks. The Saints came back with a series of interceptions and a touchdown run, and I think another field goal attempt. Not to mention a two point conversion which prior to commercial was ruled down and failed, but was later reviewed and granted. Overall, this game was exactly as Stephen expected minus the good high scores. When it was all said and done, I wished I was in New Orleans to see the celebration, as it was their very first Super Bowl win, EVER. I'm so happy for Drew Brees, just seeing how happy he was with his son after the game put a cute smile on my face. Kudos guys, you pulled an amazing feat off, and it's easy to say that Manning is going to be PISSED for a long time coming. Keep it up, just when the Steelers play you, ;) You know who's superior in that regard. Lots of respect either way guys.

When the game was over we watched the MVP announcement and Heisman Trophy presentation, and just smiled about it, watching how happy they were that they finally got what they've been wanting for so long now. The coach for the Colts didn't look too happy at all about losing. And they dumped the Gatorade on the Saints coach too XD Epical toast. Stephen went to bed shortly after that, and I got on the laptop and talked to Steph for a bit, we were happy they won. She asked me about zOMG a bit, and I helped her install Shockwave for Firefox, which was a nice oversight on her part :) You're adorable babe. I helped her all day with questions she's had, and helped her out on Gaia a whole lot. With Gaia Towns, and her House, and Fishing (I lent her my PLUS rods and gave her Fishing Bait and Monies). She's getting more into it, which is awesome. Now if I can only get Bethy and Joe back into it more, I'll be home free, right?... I'd think so. Steph needed to do a quest and wanted to know how to get into the Saw Mill, so we both logged on and went to Bass'ken Lake to work on it. She got 3/4 on the items she needed to collect for her quest before she could get into the boss area in Saw Mill. But I played zOMG with Steph until 11:30pm to try to get her one quest finished for her, she wanted to stop because it was night time on the game and she got tired of trying for it. When we were done I played by myself when she logged off. We talked online until around 12:45am when she wanted to go to lay down and get ready for bed.

I called her and we talked until around 1:52am when the phone died at an awkward part in the conversation. I remembered and told her about Kelly adding Bethy on Facebook, and we proceeded to talk about it over texting until around 2:10am. Bethy went and started working on her eyebrows, trying to even them out. She wanted them to look a little nicer, and it's been a few weeks since the waxed it, she wants to make them look even. I had heartburn and took my Randitine and I asked Bethy for some Snapple, which is fucking good shit :) Try it sometime. When Mom came out of Nick's bedroom, and went to the bathroom. I got the other phone off of of her, and swapped it with mine so she could charge it for me so I could get to call her back. We talked until about 2:25am, and then she went to sleep and I played zOMG a bit longer by myself, then started blogging more while me and Bethy listened to Music Choice Rock Channel on Cable.

That's really it, so now I'm sitting here blogging. Bethy is in the bathroom making a video about her makeup and eyebrows, and I decided to make two meatball sandwiches instead of the peanut butter and jelly I originally told Steph I might have tonight. I might have that for breakfast because she said she might do that for breakfast. And it does sound like it would be good for breakfast, huh? :) Eat yer damn PB&J betches.

Ah, Chevelle is on :) I'm going to go and enjoy it and probably play Mass Effect 2. Night everyone!

Played Madden for a few hours trying to unlock achievements. I got a few, but kept fucking up on some. I tried doing a Madden Challenge and Bethy went to bed. I spent all night trying to do that damn challenge and Stephen and Emily came down with the baby to get ready to go to work around 7:30am. He gave me some tips on trying to do it, with Audiables, but it didn't really help me all that much. They left and I kept failing at the challenge. After they left I took Bethy's laptop and went upstairs. Did some stuff online and then I went to bed at 9:30am.

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Current Song: Tantric - Down And Out.

I woke up today at 4pm, I decided to sleep in because of the snow and knowing the internet kept fucking up, I didn't want to chance getting out of bed and not being able to talk to Steph. Either way, I woke up at 4pm and I came down. Everyone was pretty much doing their own thing. Nick wanted to watch Batman Begins, but he went in the bedroom instead. Stephen put it on shortly afterward and we watched it and they kept doing their own things for a while. Bethy and Emily talked and Stephen kept going around the house doing different things. He got on the laptop, went in the kitchen, went upstairs... But Bethy and Emily finally got to talk and she had to change the baby. Emily and Stephen went upstairs to lay the baby down at 6:50pm
From then on there was a whole lot of nothing going on. Batman Begins kept playing, and then they decided to watch Resident Evil 2. The big thing with this was Bethy kept on implying "This is a big couch", and the second time she did that I said fuck it and went into the kitchen and sat there at the table. I stayed in there for the rest of the night. Dinner at 8:30pm - Leftovers.
9:20pm Stephen wanted to play Lego Batman, and asked me to find it. I went in to help and he had already found it so he started playing it and I came back in the kitchen. He played with Emily, and it frustrated the hell out of him for a while.
Mom and Nick came out of the bedroom and came in to get on her laptop and play Pinball, two player, trying to fight to see who gets the high score between both of them. Eventually he went and played Madden for a while by himself, and Emily went up to tend to the baby.

10pm Nick brought DVD's in to watch on Mom's laptop and they wouldn't play, and I said she probably don't have a DVD drive. And he tried anyway, it didn't work. He then proceeded to ask Stephen why it didn't work, saying that it could play them since it had a CD drive. Hello dumbass, I was right. Stephen said it probably dosen't play the DVD's because it's a CD player drive. Listen to me when I speak to you moron instead of trying to take your son's word over mine. I have a degree too you know, dumb fuck. Go watch more Nascar like the pedophile you are.

Fire Alarm at 10:25pm
10:30pm emily went upstairs, and Stephen went up to go to bed. Bethy, Mom, and Nick went in the living room to watch TV. I stayed in the kitchen.

Watched the end of Harry Potter, then the news with Bethy, Mom, and Nick.

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Channel 4 News

1,100 cases of downed wires
130,000 without power

State Of Emergency all over the areas.
20 inches of snow in most areas.

Dueuene Light 26,000 without power
Alleghany Power 113,000 without power

Fire Halls opened for warming centers, most places won't have lights or heat until Tuesday night


Allegheny 16-24"
Westmoreland 15-22"
Butler 17-23"
Fayette 8-26"
Moon 21.1
Greensburg 17"
Mars 22"
Friendsville, MD 37"

27.4 Nov 26-26, 1950
25.9" Dec 16=18, 1890
25/3" March

Current Song: Default - Count On Me.

I got woken up at 4:30 to Bethy waking me up telling me to go upstairs because my legs were probably hurting. Boy wasn't she telling the truth, her assumption was dead on, my legs fucking hurt from laying here on the chair. I went upstairs and laid down on the bed after taking my jeans off to put shorts on. Fell asleep and slept like a rock for a while.

I woke up at 2:30, came down, said hello to Bethy, Mom and Nick. Went to the bathroom, came out after washing my face since my eyes were bugging a bit. Got the tea out all sluggishly, still tired though I slept. Came in the living room and talked to Bethy as she started Urban Legends: Bloody Mary on On Demand. I watched some cool deaths in the movie, and drank my tea as she watched it. I went in and talked to Mom about the houses we saw, and what happened while I slept. Apparently the one in Lawrenceville won't accept pets, and she has to go and see her in a week for an appointment for application (Which would be Wednesday the 10th), security deposit, and first months rent. Don't know what kind of pets will be allowed, but this bummed me out because I want to keep the cats, we might keep looking. We continued watching the movie, and since Nick was in his bedroom, me and Bethy decided to talk about the pet thing. We didn't really get to talk about it... Mom was in the kitchen and said she thought Stephen was home. Stephen apparently took Lisa to the hospital because she's not feeling well, and he just got back around 3pm. When they got in they said the snow is picking up, Mom said last night there'd be about a foot by tonight or tomorrow morning. Mom had to run outside to do some stuff, or get some stuff out of the van, she went out and came back inside. Pretty sure she went out to get pain pills because Lisa wanted some because she didn't feel good. She took them and went upstairs with Stephen to lay down for a while.

Nick and Mom started making dinner, Hot Sausage, mmm... I loooove Hot Sausage, one of my favorites. They spent some time in the kitchen talking, Nick's seeming to be all over her again... Which kind of pisses me off... They went and laid down while me and Bethy continued to watch Urban Legends, then Steph texted me and said to call since she was on her lunch break. I called Steph at 3:30pm, we talked about her day, and last night, and how Mike is on a war path. at 4pm we watched Kickin' It Old School, fire siren went off for the third time. This movie looks fucking funny, here's a scene that I loved.



I went and worked on my blog a bit, adding to older entries because I fell behind a bit. Had some cookies, watched Bridget Jones with Bethy. The snow continued, everything's covered, supposed to have a foot by tomorrow morning. It just looks like it's the type to bury everything outside... I'm worried, I hope everything's alright and the power doesn't go out. I got addicted to this Halo Legends game on Facebook, it's a sweepstakes and you collect cards to unlock art and videos. Spent time redeeming codes for it to unlock random cards, and Steph texted me her schedule. She's off Sunday, Wednesday, and Thursday. Hopefully the snow dies out by then :/. Mom came out and started cooking some stuff to go with dinner. At 5:22pm fire siren went off again, fourth time today, fucking ridiculous. Apparently I got banned from a guild on Gaia this morning for lack of activity, and I just rejoined. I was banned again within about an hour or so for the same damn reason... This is fucking juvenile. They have way too many people in charge of doing member cleanups, and this is fucking retarded. Someone deleted me, then someone else deleted me... What kind of half assery is this shit? At 5:47pm Got on zOMG, then at 6pm the Guild issues were fixed and readjusted, I commented and PMed them and everything fixed up shortly afterward. Someone deleted me, and then when I was re-added someone else was going through the list and deleted me thinking I wasn't already deleted. Big mistake, but they made it right, I said I would be more active. Now normally I just say fuck it and just join guilds because I want in them, but because I plan to stay active with them. This was one of those cases where I needed to promise I would, so fuck it, I will.

At 6:15pm Bethy went and got her shower. We ate dinner at 6:30pm, Hot Sausage and Mashed Potatoes, then I watched Family Guy at 6:45pm. Bethy got out of the shower at 6:50pm. We both watched The Simpsons at 7pm. Then Mom came in and talked to us, Bethy didn't want dinner and wanted something else because of the Hot Sausage being too hot with Cayenne Pepper. They talked about it and Bethy didn't want to be a burden to Mom, so she said nothing right now, maybe later. At 7:50pm We watched Somewhere In Time, which was originally just Bethy but she talked Mom into coming out of Nick's room and watching it. So I watched it with Mom and Bethy until it ended. At 8:09pm the damn fire siren went off again... 5th time... Fucking bullshit. Then at 8:35pm I got into this big thing with Mom and Bethy... I don't know what the point is with the houses anymore, and I'll go into detail on it. Basically Mom is now saying it's My voucher and that I made my mind up on Lawrenceville and I'm not changing it. It's bullshit, because originally we got into a fight about me saying it's my voucher, and that I'll pick the house. And when I said that originally she got all pissed off at me for it, saying I was being selfish and shit. And then for a while we all made the decisions together. Now it's like just because I loved the one in Lawrenceville, they both did a 180 and figure I made my mind up, and I'm dead set on getting that one. That's not the case, and while it's my voucher, we'll all be living there together for a while. Why can't we make the damn decisions as a family, instead of you both rubbing it in my face that I made the decision by myself. I didn't decide anything, all I did was say I fucking liked it and wanted it, that's not a guarantee, it's an observation.

But I got annoyed with it, and then Steph got on, we talked for a while, I sent her the videos of the apartment. The damn lights went out at 8:53pm right in the middle of the transfer... Then they came back on a bit later. Stephen and Lisa came in and sat in the living room watching TV with Bethy and me, they put on Space Cowboys, when originally Stephen wanted to see how Left 4 Dead would look on his new HDTV. Stephen got up and walked around, Bethy and Lisa finally talked about things together, they're clicking which is good. Mostly about Emily. Stephen's kids were supposed to come, but aren't coming because of the snow storm, they're going to come next weekend. I tried restarting the transfer to Steph, but it kept fucking up. Eventually, it worked after a series of me doing log offs and logging back on. She had to do the same... It worked, and we got to talking about her working with Brian and that I was worried about it. I don't really like the fact there's a guy working there with her, which it's typically a female work environment... Either way :/. Then at 9:16pm power went back out, the storm keeps knocking it out and making the lights flicker, then go out, then come back on. When it went out it knocked the cable out, and the internet along with it, and the phone. Stephen spent the next 45 minutes trying to find a splitter for his TV upstairs, and trying to fix the cable for the TV in the living room. When the cable was fixed at around 9:40pm, he sat down and watched some more Space Cowboys with Lisa, Bethy, and me. This must have just been antenna based TV, because everything was still out.

At 10pm Stephen asked about the internet and he put it back up for us, by going upstairs and resetting the modem. Now everything was back up because of it. Got online again, talked to Steph, transferred the files back over so they finally finished. We talked about Brian and her, and that I was worried. She assured me I had nothing to worry about and even told me everything they talked about. I can't help but worry though... I played zOMG while she watched the videos for the apartment. I got a new zOMG badge 10:35pm, leaving 15 left to obtain. 13 kill badges, and 2 event ones. I got the one for Laceback's in Dead Man's Pass, yep... Finally. She finished the videos and then she said it was a decent looking place. She didn't care for the sink or the counter space in the kitchen, but overall she said it looked decent enough for us all to live in. Then we talked more about Brian and his anti-religion thing. Apparently he told her to watch this series of videos on Youtube about Truth of Religion, which Steph did watch and recommended it to me because they were interesting. I figure I'll watch them, but I don't want to right now. Sometime later on probably. We talked about Elder Scrolls Morrowind and Oblivion, which Steph desperately wants to play now because of Sean Bean being one of the voice actors in it. I also talked to her about things she plans to do - She figures if she gets a refund back, she'll get a Ps3 when and if she gets her refund from the government. I took some time and told her which models do what, and I linked her to backwards compatibility lists, and specs for the models.

Next thing right in the middle of the fucking conversation... The lights had a brownout at 11:18pm, and Stephen said because it was a $200 router he was going to cut the power to it for tonight. Everything died... The cable, the internet, and the phone. I had no way to talk to Steph, so I had to text her. I texted her from Mom's cell a little and she said she was going to watch some TV. I said I loved her and figured that the internet might be back up in a bit. Stephen and all of us went in the kitchen and looked outside, the ground is covered, the whole place is a mess, everything is covered in snow. We probably have a foot at least, the parking lot looks higher. Stephen gave us light sticks to use in case the power goes out, apparently he probably gets them from work. They last 8-12 hours depending on the one you use. Stephen and Lisa went to bed, Nick went into his room and watched some TV, or listened to music. Mom, Bethy, and me went in the kitchen to talk about the house stuff... I got mean with them about not listening and said I wanted to talk as a family. They figured I was being mean about the houses, and that was because of earlier. We talked for a while and weighed the pros and cons, and figure tomorrow we'll call the one in Robinson and set up an appointment for me to see it and see if he'll go a year lease instead of his desired month to month. Plus, Wednesday Mom needs to go and see the lady on the one in Lawrenceville, with an application being done on Wednesday with me there... And probably Security Deposit if we decide to take it. She said when she called earlier and talked to the land lady, her son owns it. And they had to throw a lot of people out of that plan for them tearing the place apart and pretty much trashing everything. And they apparently kept on whispering of throwing people out, and his Mom whispered to him saying that we were white. I guess it's a racial thing, most of the people in that plan are black, and I can guarantee the ones that lived there destroyed the property. That's why they were fixing it up, and more so interested in renting to us it seemed.

While we were in there I had Hot Sausage since no one else wanted any, this makes my third this evening, which I ate while we talked. Mom went to lay down with Nick, and Bethy and me decided to play Left 4 Dead. Mom came out and went to the bathroom and then went to bed. Me and Bethy played Blood Harvest on Normal together, then we switched it to Expert, and we got to Chapter 3 and played until 3:30am before she went to sleep. I got on and played some Mass Effect 2 finally. Wish the internet was up so I could download all of my extras. I played the opening, and messed with the chat options and different character creation presets before deciding to do a "fuck it all" run-through without my DLC. I played for about 45 minutes before getting tired and I stopped and decided to backlog my blogs to post tomorrow. I did that and kept Mass Effect 2 on while I did, I ended up dozing a bit, so I shut it off and decided to crawl into bed upstairs. So I did since I was falling asleep... I don't remember when I went to bed for sure, but that's what happened. I was highly impressed with the game, I just wish I had the first one and I wish I had the internet to download my pre-order bonuses.

Fuck I hope I can talk to Steph tomorrow... :/... I hope.

Current Song: Crossfade - Cold.

Today has been a really long day, I woke up this morning at 8am, after getting a few hours of sleep... Probably about 4-5 total. Steph and me woke up and slowly crawled out of bed unprepared to embrace the day ahead of us. She had to go to work at Noon and work until 8pm. More appropriately, 12:15-8:15pm, on little sleep because we were up for a while last night. Had a fight about her smoking, I don't really want to talk about it. I haven't said anything about it since I came over, but she's been smoking more. I've had a cough the past day or so, and it appeared to happen every time she smoked in front of me. I could be wrong but that's how it seemed. I got into how she wasn't being courteous, as she'd usually ask me if it bothered me... Turned out to grow into a slightly bigger fight, but we talked it out. I just don't want to be an asshole and tell her to go out of her own house to smoke somewhere else. This is her environment, and I wouldn't feel right making her have to do that. So we were up for a while after we talked it out, listening to music and tickling each other, and some other... "Stuff". Before going to bed, at like 4am. Which is why we're so damn tired right now. Not to mention she had to get me a Cloud, that I said would make everything better with us, haha... She got this pillow or blanket cotton stuff and handed it to me. So I has Cloud, yay!.

We crawled out of bed in a sluggish way, we didn't want to wake up yet. She kept saying if she felt sick at all she would call off and be done with it but we weren't that fortunate. Not saying sickness is fortunate... Especially after the past few days, it just... Isn't something good at all, especially in my case. We woke up and slowly got enthused enough to get me packed and ready to go so we could leave. We didn't even have breakfast or say goodbye to her dad, she was more concerned about getting out of the house and on the road so she had some time to herself before work. Which was completely understandable considering the amount of sleep she was neglected last night.

Current Song: Nightwish - ???.

Current Song: Nightwish - ???.

Current Song: Fuel - Falls On Me.

I went to bed at 5am, and woke up at 6:30am... I've been sleeping off and on since I went to sleep.
I took the bucket from the bathroom upstairs because I wasn't feeling too well when I was going to sleep and I kept spitting in it because I felt like I'd get sick and my stomach kept turning. Stephen and Lisa woke up shortly after I went up to bed, probably around 5:20am, and went downstairs to get ready for work, I wanted to run down and go to the bathroom because my stomach wasn't sitting right with me. I wanted to wait until they left for work before going down, since it was embarassing and the kitchen is right next to the bathroom which is where they were sitting and getting ready for work. And suffice to say I didn't want them to hear the agony I was going through this morning... They kept coming upstairs to do something, then went back down. This happened twice I guess because they were getting ready to leave for work. Lisa left, and I thought Stephen did, but I still waited anyway and then found out he was still home because he coughed as when he was sitting in the kitchen on the laptop. I went down when my conditions became too unbareable, and I was in the bathroom for the next two hours. I ended up having really bad diarheaa and then I threw up... It was painful, and fucking annoying. It's different when it's only one part of you, but when it's both... It's never that fun of a day. Stephen was in the laundry room when I went down to do my business, and he heard everything. He came to ask me if I was alright, and knocked on the door to see, and I said yeah. But truth to tell I really wasn't.

The next two hours were one of the worst illnesses I've had in a long time, and it dosen't change anything that I waited so long to come down here, in fact I'd say that pretty much made it a lot worse. I just didn't want them to hear me, because when I get sick it tends to be quite loud and it sounds really bad and disgusting... I don't like it when people hear me do that, because it makes me think they feel I'm disgusting. Needless to say he heard it all, and I was in there for quite a while. I tended to get rather dizzy too, which I'm assuming was from the rapid loss of fluids from my body, I got rather light-headed and my hearing went. I knew if I didn't hurry up and drink some water I'd be passed out on the bathroom floor, in one of the most unpleasant places to be when I was this sick. Especially after the bathroom wasn't completely clean from everything that happened. I turned around and laid on the floor on the other side of the bathroom, away from everything that still needed cleaned up. I just couldn't take it anymore, I lost so many liquids so fast that I couldn't stand up and I kneeled on the floor before making myself fall over on my side. Breathing lightly, I remembered that I saw that Stephen had this red cup in the bathroom, which was on the sink. At the time I knew it would be a bad idea to sit there and drink water out of it, being sick and all. But this time I didn't care, and I had really no choice in the matter. I wasn't completely cleaned up, and I couldn't just waltz outside like this with him in the kitchen. There weren't any other glasses in the bathroom, or Dixie Cups I could use to accomodate myself, so I had to use this red cup. I'm assuming it was for when he brushed his teeth, to wash his mouth out with. Either way, I didn't care, I just needed water to help myself out before I passed out. One of the bad things about this was I had locked the door when I came inside. I didn't think it was the best idea to lock it, but I didn't want anyone to walk in on me puking my guts out in this condition. I unlocked the door first, just in case I would have passed out, then kneeled up, and washed the cup out, and proceeded to wash my mouth out first before washing the cup once more, before filling it with fresh water to quench my thirst.

I sat down on the side of the bathtub and drank sip after sip, I felt better immediately afterward, but I stayed seated nonetheless, because I knew it would just continue had I got back up on my feet. For the next two hours I kept taking turns doing things... I had to keep going to the bathroom, I had to sit down, I had to drink more water... It was one thing after another, and in the process I'd keep coughing to make sure that Stephen knew I was still conscious and alright. I proceeded to clean up the bathroom a little while later, taking breaks to lay on the floor in the same place I did because I got too light-headed and couldn't sit on the tub without feeling dizzy enough to pass out. I figured the floor was the best for me. I layed there for what seemed to be an eternity before getting more water and sitting up, then going to clean the rest of the bathroom up. I must have used a good three rolls of toilet paper, and drank about four cups of water. I was just so messed up... I didn't want to clean up but at the same time I didn't want anyone else to have to clean up either. I forced myself to do it, and made everything spotless as I took turns sitting down and cleaning. When I was done, I came out to find Nick sitting at the kitchen table on the laptop, and the first words out of his mouth were "We were wondering if you were still alive". Thanks for the concern, really, you didn't even have to worry. I took care of it myself, not like you bothered to come and knock on the door at all like Stephen did you fucking hopeless lowlife scumbag. By now Stephen was gone and at work, and I was already cleaned up and the bathroom was too... I told Nick about the cup I used from the bathroom, and then I went in the living room and collapsed on the chair and fell asleep.

I ended up falling asleep for a few hours, by the time I was done in the bathroom it was around 10am, I didn't wake back up until like 2pm... I woke up sometime in between then to Lucifer clawing at the front door, wanting back inside. Nick was in his bedroom talking on the phone to Cory and ignored it, I know he had to hear it. I ignored it too, I was too weak, but I felt bad for him... I just didn't want to get out of the chair and walk over to the door dizzy with the possibility of maybe fainting on the floor. I waited about a half an hour for Nick to go out and let him in, he never did... Useless moron. I tried waking Bethy up to get her to do it, and she was awake enough to hear me but then fell back asleep. By the time she fell asleep I was already irritated enough with it, so I went in and let him in myself then went back to bed. I woke up around 2pm, like I said, and by then Mom and Nick were awake and in the kitchen talking about the bucket that was missing from the bathroom. I was took tired and weak to move so I didn't bother until they came in. I talked to Mom and she said she was going to make some phone calls to see about the voucher reprint we were supposed to go downtown today to get. I didn't want to go because of my stomach, so she made some calls and arranged for them to have it ready for her to pick up when she goes down. She came back in, and they were leaving shortly to go downtown. I told her to go and get the paperwork without me, since I didn't feel well enough to go with her, and Nick decided to go in my place and drive around the building while she ran inside to get it. I called Steph and told her I was sick and that if she didn't want to see me that's fine, but she said she still wanted to. The plan was her coming over here to see me for a few days, because we needed to get the paperwork and try to find some houses to try for before the 24th comes and goes. She was sad that I wasn't feeling well, but she said she'd do some stuff and then get ready to come and see me later on this afternoon.