[Ky/365 - Project 2010]

Current Song: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Scar Tissue.

After taking Nyquill, I was out for a series of hours. I kept waking up but I was too tired to get out of bed. I finally did around 5pm, when I overheard a bunch of conversation downstairs. I don't remember all that much, Mom was talking to Nick about something and it sounded like they were playfully arguing in some manner. Stephen said he was going to come upstairs to try out his new monitor he got for his computer, which I didn't even know about. He came up, went in his room, and I laid in bed. He sneezed a few times and Mom probably thought it was me... She came up shortly after that and grabbed the sweeper from the top of the steps, and took it downstairs to clean the floors up a bit. I figured it had to be at least 5pm, and I grabbed my watch, and was right on the money - It was 5pm, has that ever happened to you? Put my glasses on, pulled myself out of bed, and walked downstairs.

At first I was greeted with a good morning from Mom, but after I went to the bathroom and woke up a bit, and tried making myself some leftovers... The damn microwave didn't work. There's no clear reason for why it don't work, except for the fact that it's just... Not working. No clue why, so I left my plate in there hoping it would get fixed when I asked someone if they knew why, but no one did. I said fuck it and went into the living room, and this is the highlight of the morning. I said hi to Bethy, and she replied with "Don't ask". What the fucks that mean? Don't ask? Ask about what? So I asked her "What?" And she'd keep replying with the samn damn thing. I figure something is up and no one wants to tell me what it is. Probably serious, and about me, and no one has the damn decency to tell me what the fuck it is. I have a right to know you fucking morons.

Mom eventually came out from Nick's room, as she finished the downstairs sweeping fest in there. I asked her, and she told me to go do what I'm doing. Which basically implies that she knows too. No one wants to fucking tell me, and I think someone's going to get punched today if it's something bad and it was kept from me. This is fucking bullshit. I asked her about the microwave, and she didn't know how to fix it... So that's out. I asked her what was going on, and they both flipped on me, saying nothing's wrong and that I'm being obnoxious. How the fuck do you fucking figure? You know something, you're keeping it from me.

Fucking. Tell. Me. What. It. Is. You. Bastards.

No one told me, they just kept bitching that nothing was up. Mom went to lay down with Nick, and on the way there she said Sallie Mae called, and I confronted her if that was it, and she's all OMG NOTHING HAPPENED, STOP BEING OBNOXIOUS. Fuck you, seriously. This whole time I've been sitting in the kitchen waiting to eat my damn food, and talking to Steph... Apparently she's not coming over today because the roads there are covered and icy... So much for that :/ God I want to see her... Damn it >.<. Bethy eventually brought her plate in, and I confronted her, and she said the same thing, and that I need to shut the fuck up about it because nothing is up. Fuck you too. Seriously.

Someone, fucking tell me, what the fuck is going on. Now.

And apparently, Nick wasn't in the bedroom with Mom, he just got back after 5:30pm with groceries... So what the hell is going on?... I'm going to talk to Steph and play some zOMG, and see if things change course at all. I'm just going to ignore them until they talk to me. Emily got here at 6pm, with the baby no less... I know this is Stephen's kid and all but this is really starting to get annoying, go the fuck home bitch. We all know you still want Stephen back, he just want to be with the baby, leave the man alone and cut the guy a break. Nick's debating on what to cook, Stephen said he's fine with Pancakes... I don't know what the hell we're doing for dinner. Stephen came down when Emily got here, and they stayed in the kitchen for a bit. He got the microwave working and then him and Emily went upstairs with the baby. So I could finally have a hot meal, and it was just the plug that was acting up... Stupid microwave. Nick's cooking, and Mom and Bethy are in his bedroom talking and watching TV. I just love how it's like I don't fucking exist sometimes. You're on my last nerve.

I talked to Steph for a while, and luckily when I logged onto Gaia my shit sold... so I was able to buy two pairs of Golden Wings for my avatar, which is fucking awesome. I went from this to this.

Anyway, we talked about some stuff that happened the last time I was there, so I could try to backlog the days I was sick and didn't want to blog. I think I mostly have it figured out, I just need to double check on a few things before I add those entries in. Steph said the roads were bad, so any attempt at her coming over is now shot to hell... Pisses me off -.- Fucking snow. She started working on this Ebook she wanted to sell, telling people ways to make money online. Got her a few sites to use, and she's working on making it with the lists she got already. We played zOMG mostly all night, doing mini events and her taking her time leveling in different area. Kind of productive, but waiting on these events just fucking sucks... Luckily I got a hold of a few that I needed to do, and got some decent scoring in... I should have it in time. For dinner we had Bacon and Pancakes, which I didn't eat until it was mostly all gone and cold... All because they were all eating, and at this point I still wasn't talking to Bethy and Mom... Though, when I went to get my food, Bethy came in and we talked. Apparently it was about the damn microwave, it stopped working on her and she thought she broke it. Nick fixed it, so she decided to tell me I guess.

It was a boring night though, Stephen went in the living room and Emily went upstairs after they ate dinner, at which point I decided to eat mine since they went to do their own thing. I just didn't want to be bothered, I don't like being around them that much, though Stephen is pretty cool. Emily just annoys me, especially with her shit all over the kitchen floor. Bitch really needs to go the fuck home already. But I decided to eat my dinner in the kitchen, fearing spilling the syrup all over the floor. Eventually Emily came back down and she was in the living room doing something with Stephen, Bethy on the other hand was in there doing her own thing too while I ate and played some zOMG. Steph spent most of the night just leveling, with the occasional moving around areas to do some events. We played just about all night like I said, she took a few breaks... To eat dinner, smoke, and clean the dragon cage. When I was done eating I came in the living room and still played. Bethy watched The Simpsons, Family Guy, Glamor Girls... Dog The Bounty Hunter. A few other things too I think. Stephen stayed down when Family Guy was on, and the funny thing about it was, it was the Bag Of Weed song episode... I just laughed when he watched as they sung it XD.

But yeah, boring and laid back night... Lots of zOMG, and hunting badges for me. Steph went to watch some TV when she got bored enough of sitting there... I put the laptop down and watched Dog until I dozed off for about 45 minutes. I got back on when Mom came out, which was coincidentally the same time Steph came back and messaged me... She had bad news though, her Grandma died :(... I never met the lady, but that was on our list of things to do. I don't know what to say about it other than I'm sorry for your loss babe :/... I hate hearing when people lose someone, it's sad :(. But I'm here if you need me, always. She needs to take care of some things with it, so I probably won't see her until her next set of days off... -Sigh-...

We talked about it a little before she said she wanted to go and lay down, and I let her. I didn't know if she wanted me to call or not, so I texted her and asked. She said to, so I called and we were on for about an hour talking about everything... Her Grandma, zOMG, the roads, and how much we miss each other. She wanted to sleep so I let her... Then I spent the next couple hours watching Weather Channel, and some South Park on On Demand. Me and Bethy talked some more, and I asked her if we were cool. The one thing that kinda pissed me off about this, is she said she's been irritated over lots of stuff the past few days... Little things set her off, like me asking her what she's doing. She even brought up that she didn't want to piss me off, but she needed to tell me something - That if I don't step it up when we get a place, more than likely she'll be going with Mom. It pissed me off, but she's right, and I already plan to... No questions asked. But we kept talking, and I decided to play Mass Effect 2 for a while because she took over the laptop, and I finally got the DLC working. I plugged the ethernet cable into the laptop before she got on it, and bridged the connection to the Xbox 360. So now I have access to it because the system is online, and can access the files right. So that's good, this DLC stuff looks bad ass. I played for a while with it before Bethy decided to use it, and I got kicked off when I unplugged it. Emily came down a few times, then went back to bed, then Stephen woke up around 5am, and got ready for work. Emily came down again too, to get ready for work. She got a shower, and Bethy decided she wanted to print this coupon for Sephora that she got for doing a receipt survey before the 11th was over. She only had 7 days to do it and today would be the last day (Really tomorrow on the blogs, but I'm finishing this up as I haven't slept yet).

Prissy and Dre kept chasing each other around, highlights of the night was Prissy laying on Bethy, not even attempting to run away. The other was when she was sitting on the floor and looked up at it, and I pet her and she didn't run at all. Bethy picked her up and set her on the chair for me to pet her, so I did and she stayed with me for a while. Until of course, Dre was looking for her right under the chair. So I pushed her a bit and managed to have her unintentionally fall off the armrest. Haha, it was funny, but I feel guilty, I wasn't trying to do that. But really now, I don't want to get ride of these cats... The Lawrenceville place sounds like a decent option even though they don't offer pets (Because of the renovations), and everyone says it's an up and coming area. Jill called today, I don't know if I mentioned that. Or maybe Mom called her, either way, Jill said it was up and coming and that there's a whole lot of stuff to do there. You're closer to everything, and it's just a really nice town she said. She loves it there... So that's a plus, one good reference for Lawrenceville, can I get a second one?

So since Stephen left, and as he never gave her an answer she figured she'd just go and do it anyway - While interrupting me playing Mass Effect 2 in all it's glorified greatness, asking for help in all the wrong places. Emily was still here and the baby was still asleep and Bethy decided she wanted it done and done before she went to bed. So I had to get her to ask Emily to do it, since she wanted it done I figured it was fair. Emily said she didn't care, but she had to wake Kara up before we went up there. She was leaving for work anyway, so we just waited until she left. And get this? She left, and she didn't say go ahead you know, I'm leaving, you can do it now. Nothing, she just left. Unexpectedly left, with the baby, shut the door and left. So Bethy was kinda pissed about it, I was more pissed that she left cupboard opened, and tracked water all over the corner of the kitchen floor. But fuck it, we went up to do it. Bethy closed her laptop on the way upstairs, and all the progress she made on the survey before Emily left, was erased and it locked her out with a session timeout and made her retake it. So while she did that, I came downstairs. For one thing, I was hungry, and two, Emily's shit was all over his floor, and I had nowhere to stand let alone wait for Bethy to finish doing the survey. I made Ramen, and decided to try to make it like the spicy Ramen concoctions I made at Allen's place. Sadly, right when the water started to boil I had to run back upstairs so I shut it off. Bethy finished the survey a few minutes after I got up there, and I had to troubleshoot the printer since it was off. Luckily it was just the wall cord to the power brick that needed to get hooked up, so I did that and we printed it. She was done upstairs so she went back down and we talked for a bit longer while I played, and she went to sleep shortly after that.

I kept playing Mass Effect 2, wanting to get a shower since I need one... I just got too into the game that I stayed up until 10:30am playing it. Steph got online at 9:30am and saw that I was still awake and it surprised her. We got to talking, but barely... I'm still bummed I might not see her, that's I guess why we aren't talking, not to mention her loss and not knowing really what to say to her :/ Plus the fact I'm exhausted and in need of a nice long cat nap... Still feeling like shit, still in need of a shower... Would love to go drinking, anyone know a nice bartender that will put some on the house? I think I'm about done with Mass Effect 2, so I think I'm going to get some shut eye and hope for the best...

And as usual Mom and Nick wake up, and Nick makes them both breakfast without making us any. What ever happened to the days where people were making something and asked if the other people in the household wanted some? Is it really that hard to make a few more eggs and pieces of toast? Fuck no... Thankfully I'm still kinda stuffed from the Bacon and Pancakes, and I made a packed of Brocolli Alfredo earlier, it was some type of Lipton Noodle Packs... Came out quite good, and I added Italian Seasonings, and some Garlic Powder... Mmm mmm good.

But yeah, I need some sleep, and a beer, and a hoagie... And a massage... Grr...

Night.

Edit: I was up until 1pm... I talked to Steph for a little while online before getting a little frustrated and I said good night to her. Started the other blog up for TODAY (11th). Got a shower and got out at Noon, brushed my hair, brushed my teeth... I'm all squeeky clean. Checked some stuff online for a little bit, ate a Tuna Sandwich at 12:40pm since Nick made that too... Texted Steph and asked if she was mad at me for being upset that our plans pretty much aren't going to work out that well... And she said no. I don't want to sleep but I don't think I can fight it much more. Mom is supposed to go tomorrow (Friday) to Lawrenceville to meet the land lady and drop the papers off for the row house there. Jill wants to meet Mom there, so I might tag along, it all just depends... I'm going to bed, I can't fight this... I hope tonight I get to see you :( It's been too long...